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phil boyce-bottoms

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  1. Thank you. It was real, As I am dominantly left handed. It's also why I don't fit in, People still confuse me now. They don't make sense. They get upset if you go against what they think, Not just religious people, I mean EVERYBODY! I can't help it. I question everything. That why I can't understand religion. Any of it. I've tried.. But I question why all the time.... Even if GOD, Or any other religion gods, Higher consciousness, Came all told me how everything came into being, After being told, The question would be...... 'WHY?' can't help it.
  2. I've been seeking to find out who, and why I am here, Not just in the physical form, which you would see if I was standing in front of you, But spirituality as well. This world still confuses me, Even after 41 years. I just cannot for some reason understand the bible, Not that I'm on here to mock or upset member's of this forum, I'm not like that, I don't want to be surrounded by people that think the same as me, How am I going to learn anything? I can take any idea and opinion and come up with my own conclusion, And still have many questions, Even if I know the answers. When I say this, I'm not trying to offend, But, I cannot limit my mind to just one idea, I have too many questions, To limit my way of thinking. I still don't understand why no one has commented on my post, about what happened to me in 1974? Was it god?
  3. No, not really. As with what happened to me in 1974, Something you wouldn't understand. It's okay. You don't have answers, Neither do I.
  4. Up until this happened I was dominantly right handed, Now I am dominantly left handed. Are you all ignoring this?!
  5. Why I don't study. It makes me feel sick. It doesn't make sense to me. And this; its 1974. a happy, go lucky, normal 5 year old. not started school, yet. (Can't remember the day, or date) i'm standing in the kitchen, Its a bright sunny day, Light is streaming in through the window, I'm in the kitchen with my dad, When suddenly, with out warning, Every atom and molicule is vibrating, Shaking inside, Can't move, There feels like a large splinter is being pushed into the back of my head, As this splinter is pushed into my head, A voice, not mine is speaking, Calm, Firm, Not threatening, "THERES SOMETHING WRONG WITH THE WORLD AROUND YOU". then as suddenly as it started, It stopped. I wasn't scared never needed to be, Never told anyone, Didn't need too, I knew, No one would understand, I've told people online, But thats all, 1 year ago, I told my partner, As i've always known, She didn't believe me. Thats okay, I've always been different. Wouldn't want to be any thing else. I've posted this before on here, Im still waiting for a reply from any member on this forum, As to what could of happened that day.
  6. Do you really believe that we all come from just two people? As you know incest is wrong, even outside of religion, And if Adam and Eve had two boys, Surly the human race wouldn't be here? I've also read that not only did they have the two boys, there was a daughter; 'Luluwa', And I've also read that Adam and Eve had three sons; Cain, Able, and Seth. And where do the Africans, Eskimos, aborigines etc, Come from?
  7. I still can't believe that GOD is singular, or a man. Makes my head go funny. The problem I have is this; Everything we have learned through out our lives, Is second hand, Everything we know has been written by others, Wether its; Education, History, Science, Religion. How do you know any of it is true? What if all of what been written is a lie? Just because it's taught in school's, Or where ever, Doesn't mean it's true.
  8. So........ Someone some where has been lying about our origin, In the bible it states, That GOD made man ADAM, then created woman EVE, from Adams rib. Yet, In real life, All life in its first 5 to 6 weeks starts out as female. WHO'S TELLING THE TRUTH?! this is why religion makes me ill. Not that I'm blaming anyone on this forum, It's not your fault, I like it that you've got a different opinion from me, How else am I going to learn?
  9. I've never ever believed that GOD is male, Just the thought of GOD being male makes me feel physically sick. I just can't understand how GOD is a man, How can one man create every thing you can see all around you. The word GOD as you should know is a plural, meaning more then one. As it says in the bible; "WE will make man in OUR image".
  10. Sorry, Didn't mean that to sound agresive. It's just that you only know this through a book, written by MEN, If the bible was written by WOMEN would GOD be female?
  11. How do you know this? When no one has seen GOD? If GOD is indeed a 'man' where do 'his' parents live?
  12. How can GOD be male when all life starts as female?
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